whoa..im 30!

And boy did it roll in strong. Its like once the clock struck 12am on 8/27 I instantly became a new woman. Maybe im tripping. Possibly. Im thinking..will I get the house of my dreams, the lifestyle I so desire, those Rick Owens I've been eyeing for months?! Or better yet...when does the money start to roll in or do I have to wait until 40 for that blessing. Idk, its crazy! Yet and still its the most eye opening journey I've yet to experience, and I LIVE for an adventure. The acknowledgment of "im getting older" is one thing, the realization of "im getting older" is another beast! Whew. You know? The moments where your classmates are becoming parents, less hanging out, friends become foes, alot more wine and plenty of late night centering's with self!

Its not all bad, trust me! I do love it here. You can say what you say and mean what what you say without caring what they say. Yea. That part. 

Anywho here I am..30 years of age with all of the things Ive been praying for. A daily dose of gratitude and a sense of assurance. Hey, I may not have it all (YET) but I'm so sure that my prayers will manifest with a little more time, grace, grit, and authenticity:)